So. Because I normally get laid off at the Thrift Store
over winter, and was led to believe the same thing was happening this
year, I freaked out and booked a shit load of other appointments for the
OTHER things I do for money. (I don’t do THAT for money. But I have
seriously considered it. If it didn’t take me so effing long to SHAVE
everything I’ve got, I would probably be all over the Oldest Profession…
because, I’m a pretty awesome lay. That skill has to be worth
SOMETHING. )
Anyway. Then Boss Lady needs me, but I’ve booked a tit load of stuff. (which pays more per hour than being at the thrift store by 2 and 3 times as much…) So, now Boss Lady is looking for more part time help.
Which I’m guessing will mean there probably won’t be too much room for me. Because I book clients where I can get them, and that leaves her to work around my schedule. And that doesn’t always work for her. I get it.
But I’m freaking out a little bit. Feeling less playful, and a bit more burdened. Haven’t made hair art in ages.
I have SERIOUSLY racked up my credit card in the last 2 months, just in food and gas. I STILL haven’t fixed the car since smacking it up… when was that… 6 weeks ago? Anyway, the ice that is holding all the front bits together is starting to melt. I am going to have to fix that SOON, too. I expect that will also go on the credit card.
I bought a lotto ticket on Friday. Using my credit card. Yep.
You know… I have Love, and I have some skills, and I have a pretty good imagination. I can make the best out of just about any situation.
But man, today I’m feeling REALLY heavy. And a little bit scared.
I’m hoping that the Universe will come through with the answer to relieving this monetary burden that I’ve created.
I do a lot of things. Each only brings me a little here and there. I need the ONE big thing.
Grace.
Anyway. Then Boss Lady needs me, but I’ve booked a tit load of stuff. (which pays more per hour than being at the thrift store by 2 and 3 times as much…) So, now Boss Lady is looking for more part time help.
Which I’m guessing will mean there probably won’t be too much room for me. Because I book clients where I can get them, and that leaves her to work around my schedule. And that doesn’t always work for her. I get it.
But I’m freaking out a little bit. Feeling less playful, and a bit more burdened. Haven’t made hair art in ages.
I have SERIOUSLY racked up my credit card in the last 2 months, just in food and gas. I STILL haven’t fixed the car since smacking it up… when was that… 6 weeks ago? Anyway, the ice that is holding all the front bits together is starting to melt. I am going to have to fix that SOON, too. I expect that will also go on the credit card.
I bought a lotto ticket on Friday. Using my credit card. Yep.
You know… I have Love, and I have some skills, and I have a pretty good imagination. I can make the best out of just about any situation.
But man, today I’m feeling REALLY heavy. And a little bit scared.
I’m hoping that the Universe will come through with the answer to relieving this monetary burden that I’ve created.
I do a lot of things. Each only brings me a little here and there. I need the ONE big thing.
Grace.
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